Don’t Give Up
Hang in there! You can do it! Excuse me while I go vomit. These are all expressions that I hate...
Month: December 2022
Being Vulnerable…
That is what I hate to do. In active addiction and in my life in general, I always have to...
Idle hands are the Devil’s Playground
In early recovery, I am rushing around to get things done. Trying to find a job, a network of support,...
Living with Addiction Like a Thorn in My Side
Addiction is one of those diseases that is as baffling to doctors and scientists as it is to those of...
Are you lost?
I was beyond lost. I was one heartbeat away from a corpse in the ground. I consider myself to be...
Jesus asked me: What kind of follower am I?
On March 6, 2022, I was baptized at my local church, and I chose Jesus Christ as my personal Lord...
Get That Monkey Off My Back!
Addiction is often referred to as having a monkey on one's back. According to grammarist.com, they say "to have a monkey...
Drug Dreams
There is nothing I hate more about getting clean than drug dreams. I have been out of rehab for one...
Cravings, Temptation, and God’s Answer
This is something that I am going to have to face for the rest of my life. The worst part...