Don’t Give Up 
Being Vulnerable… 
Idle hands are the Devil’s Playground 
Living with Addiction Like a Thorn in My Side 
Are you lost? 
Don’t Give Up
Hang in there! You can do it! Excuse me while I go vomit. These are all expressions that I hate...
Being Vulnerable…
That is what I hate to do. In active addiction and in my life in general, I always have to...
Idle hands are the Devil’s Playground
In early recovery, I am rushing around to get things done. Trying to find a job, a network of support,...
Living with Addiction Like a Thorn in My Side
Addiction is one of those diseases that is as baffling to doctors and scientists as it is to those of...
Are you lost?
I was beyond lost. I was one heartbeat away from a corpse in the ground. I consider myself to be...
Jesus asked me: What kind of follower am I?
On March 6, 2022, I was baptized at my local church, and I chose Jesus Christ as my personal Lord...
Get That Monkey Off My Back!
Addiction is often referred to as having a monkey on one's back. According to grammarist.com, they say "to have a monkey...
Drug Dreams
There is nothing I hate more about getting clean than drug dreams. I have been out of rehab for one...
Forgiven
Therefore I tell you, her sins, which are many, are forgiven —for she loved much. But he who is forgiven little, loves little. And He said to her, Your sins are forgiven. Luke 7:47- 48 It blows my mind to think that I have been in active addiction for...
Cravings, Temptation, and God’s Answer
This is something that I am going to have to face for the rest of my life. The worst part...